By using the word “Random”, the author wanted to convey the sense of insecurity which himself experience when facing something new. The word "Random" is often used to describe something which is unpredictability, but when the author using the word "Random" in artworks process by himself, it is describing a random event which is unpredictability, or merely the sense of powerlessness to deliberately by clarification process. So the author realized that the word "Random" used for the colloquial speech in artworks process by himself, is only to realize there is still have something in the author’s own subconscious not understanding yet, and form the sense of insecurity in artworks process. This self-awareness of this transformation then leads the next stage “Expand”, which interpret the author’s progress of comprehend subconscious and reality.

In this paper, the author noticed something strange by reviewed his own past “Documentary photography” artworks, it seems have the same rules by selected subjects, then the author realized his past artworks was controlled by his subconscious. In the stage of seeking roots, the author also found some inspiring symbols and used in artworks, then the author used “Improvisation” way to express the most intuitive response by work in progress. Finally, the author introduced his artworks material and shared his artworks progress.

This paper’s main purpose is to assist the author’s self-exploration. The author used “Improvisation” way to deconstruct controlled by his subconscious, in order to clarify his reality by work in progress, and even try to deconstruct his own past inertial techniques and thinking. Most of the subject-matters were inspired from the author’s experience, include filtering and comprehending various information, as well as the experimental process of the exposure material. Finally, the author introduced the progress and shared his understanding of “Reality” through the artworks.