In most of my works, I usually use the form of "restlessness" to express anxiety of myself. In other words, it is also a kind of resistance. Then I can get some release and pleasure.

The main purpose of this paper is to explain my personal creation concept and status. Besides directly describing some experience of anxiety, now I try to find the reflection of myself in memory space which been a comfortable exit.

This article is divided into three parts, the first part is about the restless sounds, which are my feeling of being not accustomed to the external environment. I create and reproduce the same annoying even destructive sounds, and get placidity from listening these sounds. The second part is that through the sensation of physical vibration, I reproduce the state of anxiety likewise, then watch the interest to these disorders and weirdness. The third part is into my creation, no longer directly describe the anxiety experience, but through returning to the memory space, image that can become a child, and to be immersed in the peace of mind.