This is a story about me. Number 10245 was my name-tagged number when I was in the junior high school. Over the years, I have accumulated many questions and confu-sions. They have influenced my work, life, and emotions. Many years later, I finally know that the 10245 was misunderstood or acknowledged as a different persona. By making this documentary film, I want to explore and pursue the answer that I always want to untie. It is expected to gain the growth and the recovery from the process of self-discovery and the investigation of other involved parties.

This paper is the production report of the documentary film, Finding 10245. The lit-erature reviews center around Writing Therapy, Bullying, Apology, Forgiveness, the Defense System of Phycology, and Trauma, etc. It also includes and discusses docu-mentary films that are related to self-recovery issues. The biggest difficulty is that people around me are not willing to face my problems. In the process of furthering the contacts with multiple classmates, I have deeply felt the looks of “Humanity”. It makes me stand even firmly to investigate the reasons.

Through this documentary, not only I hope to solve my own confusions but I also en-courage traumatized victims to bravely face their own traumas without suppressing themselves. As well as a reminder for perpetrators to face their mistakes bravely. Noth-ing in mind, no regrets, and no worries in one’s heart is happiness.