The study contains the dialogues of self-talk in the author’s memory. The painting process that affirms the author herself and relieving grief, “My magic world” elaborates how art the works relate to the exploration of the inner and outer self, seeks for the spirit of life is art, and applies painting language to expression of inner spiritual world.

The thesis contains five chapters. The first chapter “Introduction” illustrates the motivation and purpose. It also contains the creation strategy and procedure of the study. By taking the self-talk dialogues in the author’s memory as inspiration, the author explores the story of inner spiritual world and takes it as the thesis for creation concept. The second chapter “Theory fundamental” is to probe and analyze inspirit of the abstract expression as well as space restructuring concept of Cubism by means of the art theory literature. It also contains the painting concept of Feminism to construct the creation form and core value of this dissertation. The third chapter “Creation Concept and Practice” is to take inner dialogues of self -talk as the original idea of creation and reconsider the meaning of creation concept and context. By constant transmutation, the author keeps seeking for self-created symbols and mediums and combines the theory fundamental in order to intensify the creation energy. The fourth chapter “Work Analysis” is to analyze and illustrate the subject content and manifestations of creation research via the theory concept as well as practical creation. The fifth chapter “Conclusion” contains the review and reflection of the author’s concept and core value via the series of creation works. The author reviews and analyzes the creation research. From the creation research, she also gains the feedback that the author will apply to the future development fundamentals. Creating is a way to record daily life as well as secret space of spiritual sustenance for the author. It also has the function to get relaxed and healed by the procedure of painting and inner dialogues. In the future, the development of the author is to seek for the ideal concept “Art is Life”. The author intends to seek for every subtle touch in daily life, blend daily items into creation, and open up the infinity of possibility of creation for her own.