In recent years, I continued to focus on the tiny tragedies occurred in usual life in my own works. The tiny tragedies called the results were not the expected ways in life. These phenomena are also repeated topics constantly show up in my life. Extend to the thesis writing through the works, and go digging out the spiritual issues for further understanding. Try to explore and self-healing.
I found myself that I concern the mistakes in psychology way in the first chapter. These concerns are the ways of escape and self-defense. In the other side, I am lack of confidence facing the responsibilities, which made up the self-doubt and anxiety. Through the meditation experience, felt that living in the present is the way out from the anxiety.
The second chapter is about the accustomed impression of the public photography aesthetic. Seen from the phenomenon of tourist photography, it alienate from the real life. From the photographs of marginalized subjects of Diane Arbus, and absurd but real photographs of Martin Parr. It’s pointing out the truth of life. Go further exploring the observation of photography myself. In those unsuccessful photographs, seemed loose and real. I tried to feel the every moment in life through the photography. Then, jump out of the status of worry. Echo the conclusion of the first chapter.
The third chapter is about from the sequence of my past works, it could find out the transition and the eternal issue myself. The Fourth chapter is about the theme ”Tiny Tragedy In Life”. Through the aesthetic of photography to present, then transit to the animation. Re-play the very beginning to the recent of those tiny tragedies. Explore myself from the procession of the anxiety mind.